Tonight there’s a mirror on the sidewalk,
leaning on the steps of the cathedral.
I want to think it’s a work of art,
or at least an intentional gesture:
anyone passing can see, reversed here,
the rooftop Virgin’s golden face
ringed by lightbulbs, looking up toward us.
A few blocks down the searchlights revolve
atop some office tower’s steely sheen.
Where would they lead us, these beacons
that sweep the dark and cut the steam
billowing from the stacks, so the sudden sections
of cloud tremble in stunning and troubled currents?
I have a friend who sometimes sells
everything, scrapes together enough money
to get into the city, and lives on the streets there,
in the parks. She says she likes waking
knowing she can be anyone she wants, keep any name
as long as it wears well. She stayed with one man
a few days; calling themselves whatever they liked
or nothing, they slept in the park
beneath a silver cloth, a “space blanket”
that mirrored the city lights, and the heat
of his dog coiled between them would warm them.
I knew, she says, I was in heaven.
Isn’t that where those beams washing
and disguising the stars have always us:
the anonymous paradise, where there isn’t any telling
how many of these futures
will be ours? It was enough to be warmed
by steam blurring the café windows, to study
how grocers stacked the wet jewels
No remembering now
When the apple sapling was blown
Almost out of the ground.
Not telling how,
With all the other trees around,
It alone was struck.
It must have been luck,
He thought for years, so close
To the house it grew.
It must have been night.
Change is a thing one sleeps through
When young, and he was young.
If there was a weakness in the earth,
A give he went down on his knees
To find and feel the limits of,
There is no longer.
If there was one random blow from above
The way he's come to know
From years in this place,
The roots were stronger.
Whatever the case,
He has watched this tree survive
Wind ripping at his roof for nights
On end, heats and blights
That left little else alive.
No remembering now...
A day's changes mean all to him
And all days come down
To one clear pane
Through which he sees
Among all the other trees
This leaning, clenched, unyielding one
That seems cast
In the form of a blast
That would have killed it,
As if something at the heart of things,
And with the heart of things,
Had willed it.